sometimes you wonder... sometimes you doubt...

Been moody recently. Everything and anything seem to irritate...
And I realize.. just how recent did I ever smile, those happy little smiles? It seemed so long ago, so I wonder...

Beginning to doubt. That very purpose that I'm pursuing... now seem something that's quite impossible. Or rather.. it was not even realistic in the first place!

Ha...

So once in a while, I wallow in sorrow. And I ponder... and I wonder.. meanwhile, life's go on.. ya... gotta stay functional.