jittery december

deadlines deadlines... and.. more deadlines!

and with the trips coming up, don't know if i'll be able to manage... am already working as fast as i can!

i had a weird dream the day before yesterday. dreamt that we're having coffee in a cafe, idling our time away... then i had to ask, "hmm... are we like waiting for something?" you looked at me and said, "um.. well, yeah.. waiting for the plane" then for some weird reason, i said, "oh.. ok, but is there a 7-eleven ard here? need to buy pad" then while i was looking for sanitary pads.. i thought to myself, "hmm.. but other than the clothes tht i'm wearing..din bring any other clothes.. gotta go home and pack something!" so i remembered there's a feeling of panic.. but after tht i woke up.

ha... pre-trip anxiety?