unexpected luck?

who said i had some unexpected good fortune? didn't strike any toto, 4D whatsoever... nope sireee, it didn't happen!

if i'm a positive thinker (aka gambler more likely), then i'll continue to hope.. if i'm a realistic thinker (aka logic overwhelmes the heart), then i shld be doing something more productive instead of throwing money into the drain...

but i suppose, i'm a dreamer.. so, i'll dream on.. and on... (insert celine dion's my heart will go on here)